First Days

I really hate first days. My hate for the human race has risen over the holidays due to so many bad news, I actually dreaded to see more people today. I felt like I have just been dragged out from under a rock and into civilization.

So I got lost. No surprise in that. As much as I hated asking for directions, I was alone and I really needed to get to class and so I asked. After being directed, I bumped into one of my seniors whom I haven't seen in a long, long time.

I was brought to class later on and it was really awkward. Everyone was so quiet. I took a seat and my first sentence to the girl beside me was, "Why is everyone so quiet?" So much for starting a conversation. *laughs*

Everyone was on their phone... As soon as the facilitator mention something about some show or something (like I said, I lived under a rock), there was a sudden outburst of murmurings all about that show. I was the only alien there that doesn't understand a thing.

We adjusted to one another and had icebreakers, after which we had to go to the hall for talks and games with the whole school. I found it relatively okay... The games reminded me of the ones we played when I was in drama.

If I could make a suggestion, hide and seek catching would be awesome, or just hide and seek. Best game ever. I've come to the conclusion that I'm neither girly nor tomboy, I'm just kiddy. Really kiddy. All of my new friends are probably going to freak out.

Anyway, I've met new people (duh). They're really cool. I'm beginning to like this class and just the thought of spending 3 years together, wow. I just hope nothing bad happens. As I've said before, I'm a magnet for bad luck. Primary school life and secondary school life were shit so I'm really hoping for something different this time round.

Tomorrow, we're going to Gardens by the Bay to paint. I'm horrible at drawing, let alone painting. Remember how I said I hate flowers? I'm going to be surrounded by them tomorrow. Yay life.

Everyone's going to watch me as I fail as an artist. I just hope tomorrow I would miraculously turn into Leonardo Da Vinci or Pablo Picasso (these are probably the only two painters I know. Yes, I lack that much general knowledge).