Hi there!

Hey! I haven't updated in awhile and I really don't know what to update about.

My parents keep bothering me to get a job but it's only 1 1/2 months more before school re-opens I don't see the point anymore. Besides I studied so goddamn hard okay. For 2 freaking years, no actually 3 freaking years of me studying to try to get a good combi, good results, good O level results etc, I think I deserve this 4 month break to myself okay. I haven't even completed all the things I wanna write, all the books I wanna read, all the updating I have to do, all the shows I wanna watch.

Yeah 4 months is a long time for 36 months of studying (which is such a chore), I think I deserve the 4 months of just pure joy. It's kinda like the last LONG break I'll ever get before poly, university and then it's work for the rest of my life.

I wanna utilise whatever time I have okay? I wanna continue my piano lessons. OH YEAH WHICH BRINGS ME TO ANOTHER POINT. I don't like to show people I do certain things (not until it's perfect). I don't know I'm just that kind of person. And just because my dad doesn't see it, doesn't mean I'm not doing it. Also, I had a schedule plan so he should really just keep quiet and let me do my own thing.

Just because I'm staring into the computer all day does not mean I'm doing nothing. So what if other people wanna work? Let them work la. I have my own freelance work to do okay. I need to practice my skills for poly. In case you didn't know, it's freaking creative writing so yeah, what I'm doing online is soooooo relatable for poly okay. Just take it like I'm studying in advance. (LOL Kiasu)

So people, stop bothering me to find a freaking job because I won't. I don't like to do something I hate and drag myself to work everyday just because of the money or experience whatever. Unless you find me a private tutoring, childcare, book related job then only will I work. If not, seriously, just stfu. I'm getting pissed. If there's one thing you should know about me, you can't force me to do something I hate or I'll never put in a single effort at all. I have one very, very good example: Netball.