What ifs

I know I'm not the only one when I say this: I wish life went the way I wanted it to.

I know that is not possible but sometimes I wonder... What if everything I ever pictured my life to be came true? If only.

I am just this unsatisfied with where my life is going from now hence, I'm thinking about this kind of thing. All the 'what ifs' that I know would never come true. I know I shouldn't be brooding about it and I should just suck it up but hey, it can't hurt to imagine how better life must be if I actually got what I wanted.

Oh well. Too bad this is reality. And in reality, you hardly ever get what you want.