It's too fast

It took me forever to stop myself from writing. Remember when I said I was going to avoid writing because I don't want to get distracted in JC? Yeah, guess what? I just had to touch it. Me and my itchy fingers. Now, I can't stop. Worse, posting results are out in three days and I'll be off to JC (hopefully). I cannot write as often as I want to anymore. Omg.

Time is flying wayyyyy too fast. Please stop flying and crawl on the floor.

How's life so far for me? Busy....

I've neglected everything that I planned to clear before the holiday ends. No, why is my life like this? And I can't stop myself, it's so addictive. I JUST CAN'T. (Read the first sentence of this post again). Why why why why why why did I have to touch it. GRR... Someone slap me please.

Okay, if I am confirmed a place in JC, I'm going to lock my computer and only take it out on the weekends. Mwahahaha. I'll hide it! You know what they say, "Out of sight, out of mind!" Going to have to write a whole new timetable~ And no, I don't think my life is just going to revolve around studying all the time. I have a life and I'm going to continue with that life (only on weekends of course and whenever applicable). Still, I am very excited for JC life.

I have some bad news though. I think my ugly handwriting is permanent. You know the scribbly handwriting that I do for my SS essays? Yeah... It's permanent. *cries* And no, it's not because I haven't written in awhile. I've wrote countless things this holiday and yes, it's that ugly scribbly handwriting. OH NO. Why are people's handwriting all so nice while mine is like shit? :( Haha, random fact about me: I've always wanted to have super nice handwriting. Unfortunately, I'm a very messy person (when it comes to handwriting). Oh, if you're wondering how my handwriting looks like... I've been told it looks like how doctor's write their prescriptions and stuff. Yeah, it's that squiggly.

I think my future teacher will mark zero for my work. *cries more*

Oh! I've been very chirpy these past few days~! :D I don't know, I just feel happy. Hehe! You know... If I don't make it to JC... (NO! I SHALL NOT SAY IT!) I'm looking forward to university now. Haha.  XD And... Maybe working life.

Okay, tomorrow I have so many shit to do so... I think I'll go now. See ya, maybe tomorrow. MAYBE. K bye, I'm weird.